I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!

I love you!
I just felt like saying that. An emotional release, because I don't get the guts to say it when I really think I should. Why does it always feel so wierd when you know you should say it. Or maybe it isn't supposed to be said when it feels that wierd? What does that mean? When it's the right person it would feel perfectly right.
I love you!
There I said it. But to who. It's so much easier when I'm talking to nobody.

I must seem really crazy mustI? Sometimes I think I am.
I have to get myself up and out of here and into town so that I can go for my meeting which is about an hour away.

I just really feel like not going!!!!!!!!

Anyway, if I don't do it, who will?

I pray to God for strentgh to finish this final but one lap.

You probably don't understand a thing I'm saying. That's because I'm afraid to give details and its not only you, it's everyone in my life!!!